Just need to understand

I'm so doubtful..feel there is a need to clarify my thoughts...

What pulls me down..
I'm supposed to be the most happiest person for this end.
This is what I wish..
What I'm not satisfy with?

I felt like a samurai sword stab into my heart softly but it hurts badly..
I'm just too greedy..
I should be happy with what I got now..

Don't cry, baby..
This feeling not gonna last so long...
After few days, u'll go back the one whom I used to be with..He is the one will wait for you forever, no matter what u did to him, how bad u have treated him..he is always there and he definitely will just when u turn to him.

Only God will love me as who I am, he is the one created me.
Only he will love me and accept me as whole..

Human love is never simple..
They are pleasure seeker..
They are always insecure with what they have and always ask for more..
I just need to understand and hypnotize myself with it, that's all...

我的朋友在哪里？

这几天过得好寂寞啊～

明明打开contact list里面有好多好多名字，可是算得上有联络的原来十只手指就算完了……为什么呢？以前的我都还觉得朋友只要交知心的就够了，不需要太多地说。最近却觉得自己的朋友真的少得可怜，如果要说聊得上的话，那就更少了…

可能是自己平时顾虑太多吧？
又或者是从以前开始就常常因为自己的主动而被误会很多，所以渐渐就不太敢主动交朋友，怕被人家说3倒4……
为什么呢？难道长得丑就没有权利交朋友吗？唉……
怎么说都还是自己太在乎别人的看法而造成今天的局面的…怪不得人啊！

唉……
真的应该听家人说，多交点朋友，多出去玩，多见见世面
只是他们说的有什么好处，我实在不是很懂，
但至少，应该不会像现在这样看着手机碎碎念：“朋友A准备考试、朋友B在工作、朋友C忙功课、朋友D谈恋爱、朋友E在国外……”

好可悲啊～

Hope you read this..

I'm so tired of you..

Why do you refuse to let me go, since you say you are so upset and dissatisfied with me.

I do not fight..

Because I know myself well as I'm not good at argue.

Because I wish to solve everything peacefully...

So, I let you finish your words and conclude what I heard from you, what are you expecting.. But, I get none of it right. You say you were just want to express your feeling.

So, what do you you want?
You thrown out the issue, not that you want to solve? I don't understand..

I ask myself, since we have frustrated with each other for so long.
Why I don't yell for break up?
What do I hoping for?

是时候了……

又是时候应该要专心读书，写报告了……

袁晶琳，你要好好努力！
袁晶琳，接下来的整个学期，除了找资料和讨论功课，其他时间都不可以再上网了！

首先，除非心情真的很差或者真的没事做，不然就不可以上facebook,也不可以blogging!
接着，除非必要，不然就尽量少出门，少花费！
最后，要很努力很努力的读书！但是，不可以把书读死！加油！！！

My SUPER DUPLE LAME boyfriend

Yesterday morning, my boyfriend ask me to download our nation song for him. I was wondering what do he want to do with that? Since, he is not patriotism... (Mm...ya, he is not..)

So, in my mind, I was thinking that...
Is he wants to imitate Name Wee?
Is he trying to compose a patriotic song?
or ....?

But, I get none of it right.



At the end, he download the song by himself...










Then...





































send to his phone.....





















Can you get what do he wants to do?



































He...


















go and set the Nation song ......




















as his ALARM Ringtone!!!!! [faints]

谢谢你的温柔

是不是只有恋爱才能让两个人在一起久一些呢？
女孩的视线一直没有离开男孩离去的方向…

『为什么我们不能试试看呢？』这是男孩在转身离开前向女孩提出的问题。但是女孩没有回答，只是无奈的说了一句对不起。

她是真的觉得很抱歉。谈恋爱，对她来说是一件很困难的事。尤其面对着一个真的很用心的好男孩不断对自己付出，然而自己却无法用同等的付出去回报。

她知道自己很喜欢男孩。尤其喜欢跟他聊天，两个人相处的时间很少，却像棉花糖在口里化开的甜，有点难以抓磨的开心会让人止不住思念。男孩的温柔一直是她向往的，跟其他男生对她的温柔不一样，男孩给的多了一分呵护和包容。

不能答应他的原因…是因为她只是对男孩的温柔着迷，只是纯粹的喜欢被呵护的感觉而已。她只沉醉于自己编织的浪漫意境。现实的爱情里，即使对象是像男孩这么好的一个男生应该也无法让她满足。而且，她很了解自己没有爱的勇气…

[完]

哈哈……突然有点想写故事。
可是，我是那种很懒惰写长篇的人，也很讨厌把故事都描写得很仔细（老毛病），就只好写到自己觉得够了为止（酱紫才能避免硬碟里收有太多的断头故事！嘿嘿～）。