出口

我不知道这样对不对
利用你对我的好

我只知道 我需要一个出口
我不能让自己再对任何人动真感情
我害怕最后又会像第一次一样

我怕伤害人 也怕被伤害
所以也许就这样呆在你身边
应该就能交换一个出口了吧

记得 不可以对我太认真
我会害怕给不到你想要的
到时候 我就会像逃避他一样来避开你了

希望一切都淡淡的
不要太过火
酱就很好了
我也会试着， 努力对你好的

DONE

Can anyone tell me that is not true?
Can you straight away tell me how is your real feeling?

I'm upset, disappointed, unhappy..
I no longer feel the intimacy between us..
you are not belongs to me, you have never belongs to me..

I saw it, I read it, I felt it..
I can't denied.
I can't lie to myself..
because I know that is true, you are having another girl..

This is enough for me..
I don't want to know more than that anymore...
I need to hold my breath..
I control myself, not to let my tear burst..
I smile, I laugh.. Pretend that this is not a big deal for me.

I am belong to myself..
I am who I am..
I appreciated your sincere, your honest..
Its enough for both of us.

Don't worry, I'll take good care of myself.
lol..I forgot, you had never put your attention on me.
so..delete the phrase "worry"..
U are going back to meet your beloved girl.
Congratez..you have found your loved one.
Good for you..Good for me..

Fine..
I'll be fine..

stop demotivating myself..this is the last time i trust people..

不能一直让自己困在这里……

刚才看回以前曾经有过得开心回忆，眼泪不自觉留下来……
I doubted how can people change so fast?
we were great friend last time..
you taught me make up, grooming..we went through conflict and reconciled..
I share with you my personal thingy, I try my best to fulfill your requirement toward job just to keep you stay and help me.
If i knew keeping you at work would kill our friendship, I wouldn't do that at the first day. i wouldn't suggest you to stay in JB..

Why is this happen to us?
I have trusted all of you so much...

Is it true? people can never find friendship in work?
i can now felt daddy and May no longer that close with me like before...