Stress!!!

I'm so tired..and helpless..


I know I can easily get through everything by asking help from Marcus, Simon or Daddy..
But I'm stubborn, I refuse..

I felt like they are trying to kick me out by pushing me to handle things that I'm not used to and I never learn before..

Is it I'm that hatred by others?

why is this happen to me?

If they don't like me, they can just say it out. I HATE POLITIC!!!!

Why do they have to do that to me? Is it that fun to torture people?
I seriously feel want to quite now..
Can I work as freelancer, just do the things i like..

I don't want top work like this..or I will get mad.. seriously..